I’m pretty down. I feel like things are different and some sort of resentment is harbored towards me
Archive for October, 2008
I want so badly to believe
Busy. Busy. Busy. School is getting to me. I don’t sleep any more. Some relationships are hurting and I can’t do anything about it. I’ve made some good friends recently and lost a few. I guess it happens. I know who really cares about my well-being.
Today made me think a lot. I need to think a lot. Today was a long day. I’m exhausted, my head hurts, and I’m hoarse.
I’m scared something will come along and mess everything up.
put me back together, make me right
I’ve been pretty good recently. School is going better. They actually TURNED THE HEAT ON today, so I didn’t freeze to death. So, that was a plus.
I don’t have to go to school tomorrow because they’re having a homecoming ceremony all fucking day. I’m not about to sit through that..
I started writing again. I started writing a book, I don’t exactly have a title for it right now.
I’m kind of irritated and I’m going to go now.
