Archive for November, 2008

gaze into her killing jar and sometimes stare for hours

Been a while since last update. Been pretty busy. School’s going the same. I hate it, but hey whatever. It’s my last year and I”m going to try to make the best of it.

Thanksgiving was nice. I woke up early and had dinner with Mom, Todd, Ash and Ryan. Then after that, we went to Ryan’s place and watched a good movie and ate some more. Over all, It was a good day.

I ordered some nice things yesterday. (Early Christmas) and along with those I got a 120gb Zune. I’m so excited.

Other than all of that..Nothing interesting. I’ve been fighting off a nasty cold for the past week and I’m just now starting to feel better. Also, I read all the Harry Potter books again. I started on The Secret Goldfish, and after that, I’ll probably read Moby Dick. I counted, and I’ve read 24 books this year. Holy shit!

Well, now I’m going to get off here, and finish packing, then eat and call the boyfriend. All for now.

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there are no tears, just pity and fear

I haven’t updated in forever. Sorry to anyone that actually reads this.

So this morning is already shitty. I woke up earlier, to see that it was already 8, so I guess I was going in late. Then Mom calls. I didn’t get to sleep until almost 4, so when I woke up I was all dizzy and shit. So I ask her, “Hey, can you take me in at lunch? My first 2 classes aren’t required to graduate, and I’m already late so It’s no big deal.” And then she goes off on me. Slams the door in my face and leaves.

I really like hateful people. It’s no big deal that people piss me off on a daily basis, I hardly sleep during the week, and then I feel like shit. Yeah, no big deal at all. Nothing bad to deal with. /sarcasm

I’m really glad it’s the weekend..I need to get out of this house for a couple days and not worry about anything. I’ll get to go see my brother and my dad.

I can’t wait until I turn 18 and I don’t have to deal with this. She needs to cut the cord.

Oh..Ryan and I rescued a kitten. It originally belonged to these neighbor kids, but they treated it like shit. So one night I was on my way home and it’s snowing, I see a little kitten in the ditch. I got out of the car and we took her inside. She’s the sweetest thing ever.

I guess I’m going to head off here. I’m going to rest and have a smoke. Until later.

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your heart is an empty room

I still hate school. My teeth still hurt. I’m going to the dentist Thursday so they can set a date to cut my wisdom teeth out.

Things with Ryan and I are going well. Friday makes 14 months :]

Oh..Another Mom and Ash situation has come up. He won’t marry her, he keeps giving excuses. She’s basically told him to get out and he didn’t. So she’s giving him until March to make a definite day set, etc or he’s leaving. A lot of stuff with them has happened over the past few days and it’s ridiculous.

Later on this month I’m going up to Strasburg, with Mom, possibly Ash, Todd and Ryan. We’re staying in a nice hotel and I’m really looking forward to it. I miss my family.

I need a haircut..

I’m going to lay down and wait for the boyfriend to call.

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