Archive for July, 2009

I lived on the moon

July 31, 2009 at 8:10 pm · Filed under writings.

I feel like complete shit today.

The kidney ultrasound just showed that I have a swollen kidney, which is likely caused by an infection or something. But it feels like death to me. I thought it would be worse. I’m going to get bloodwork in a few minutes.

I wish I felt adequate.

I’m starting nursing school in the spring. Go me. I like making people feel like they are cared for.

I was laying in bed last night, and my stomach has been hurting for over a month now. I rolled to my side and felt something sort of, resist, in my lower left stomach, right below my ribs. Low and behold, I felt around (which hurt) and I have a knot in there. May be from my kidneys, but it seems like now that my health insurance is running out, I’m getting really sick.  Go figure.

I’ll update more later, I guess.

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meet me in outer space

July 30, 2009 at 5:51 pm · Filed under Uncategorized

Meh, I feel okay today. I need a job. I feel like a bum, I can’t buy food, anything I need. I have to ask Mom for money and that doesn’t feel good. At least she understands.

I applied for dish network, among 4 other damn places, but I’m hoping dish network hires me..1,200$ for training, and starting salary is 10.00 an hour. Sounds awesome. Sometime next year, I plan on moving out into a little apartment or something.

This summer has been good. Graduation was the happiest day of my life, aside from Dad coming back from Baghdad. We met David, after a 6 hour long drive to Dalton. He was really nice, and I consider him to be one of my closest friends.

It’s funny, how when I befriend someone in a different state, or damn country, they turn out to be some of the best I’ve ever met. Travis Bolen for example.

I’m going to the hospital/labcorp in a little while for bloodwork, a kidney sonogram, and an ultrasound to check up on my cysts. I get really tired of being sick/and or pain all the time. I mean, I’m 18, I shouldn’t have to deal with this. No one should.

Anyway, I have to get ready. Until later.

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July 30, 2009 at 1:45 am · Filed under Uncategorized

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